well friends. 2014 is almost at an end here. only about an hour left. so while I am sitting amongst friends and family in our own cafe it did got me thinking how this year has been.
2014 is a year that started quite badly. I was in a very dark place both mentaly as physically. I barely went to school nor did I do anything at home. All I wanted to do was lay in bed and talk to those close to me.
2014 was a year of new friendships while some died off. but not just that some very close friendships erupted too. friends to whom I am very thankfull. some I knew a little earlier then just this year but they certainly were there for me.
however. 2014 wasnt a really productive year for me, for which I apolagize.
around june my school and I descided it would be best if I left school. and together with my therapist I went to a new place. a group therapy to get a grip on my life again. and luckily around this time of the year I can safely say I am making progress. Very slowly I am climbing out from the dark place but a slow pace is still better then none.
however, 2014 wasnt all bad things. for instance I descided to visit one of said friends in Finland
while I started a blog about my OC with
furthermore I had some great times with closer friends. trugh roleplay. pokemon or other games. and I am thankfull to all of you who have been there for me trough good and bad.
do I have any new years resolutions?
Well .. I actually don't. There are things I want to do beter yeah but not really as a resolution. I want to get more active here. like I used too. and be more productive. I have some great things planned. some even that started out in July. next to that I just want to get more ... well I want the grip back in my life. but I am fighting for that trough the group therapy.
now. enough about me. watchers. friends. internet kin. I wish you all the best in 2015. make 2015 even better then 2014. and to all that are friends with me. thank you for being there for me and vice versa. I love all of you.
now.. 45 minutes left hm? time to have some fun at this party. see you all next year!
If you have any new years resolution feel free to tell them!