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Hey Deviantart. The last two weeks sure have been something.
I will start with the bad news since that is pretty fresh after today.
As I said before, I am in a group therapy for my depression among the problems. 
And last Saturday an Ex member told me some horrific news. The previous day when I picked up my friend in town I had to make a detour because they were working on the roads along the center of the town. When passing the railroad I noticed a train standing still, with Ambulances and police at the scene. I drove away from it pretty quickly and didn't give it much thought, these things are common in this country. What am I talking about? Suicide. People jumping or standing infront of the train, The news my friend gave me saturday.. was that a current member of my group, One I could get along with pretty good, Had committed suicide.. the train I saw was said train.
This whole week had been turned upside down by all this. The therapy group obviously was in a grim mood.. And today, We went to the burial of him as a group. The ceremony was beautiful. but heavy. Marco was 18 when he took his life, the speeches were very heavy. for instance the father opening with patting the coffin. Saying '' Hey bud.. '' 

But okay, for happier news. me and the wonderfull :iconespeonna: have started an Ask blog together! 
The blog is about my OC Lotus von Liquicorn. So please if you have a tumblr account go show us some support Riiiiiight Here
and next to the blog, my mood to make things had improved a little too. As long as my friend was with me and we were watching Anime together :3
Anyway. That is all for now.

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Hey Deviantart. The last two weeks sure have been something.
I will start with the bad news since that is pretty fresh after today.
As I said before, I am in a group therapy for my depression among the problems. 
And last Saturday an Ex member told me some horrific news. The previous day when I picked up my friend in town I had to make a detour because they were working on the roads along the center of the town. When passing the railroad I noticed a train standing still, with Ambulances and police at the scene. I drove away from it pretty quickly and didn't give it much thought, these things are common in this country. What am I talking about? Suicide. People jumping or standing infront of the train, The news my friend gave me saturday.. was that a current member of my group, One I could get along with pretty good, Had committed suicide.. the train I saw was said train.
This whole week had been turned upside down by all this. The therapy group obviously was in a grim mood.. And today, We went to the burial of him as a group. The ceremony was beautiful. but heavy. Marco was 18 when he took his life, the speeches were very heavy. for instance the father opening with patting the coffin. Saying '' Hey bud.. '' 

But okay, for happier news. me and the wonderfull :iconespeonna: have started an Ask blog together! 
The blog is about my OC Lotus von Liquicorn. So please if you have a tumblr account go show us some support Riiiiiight Here
and next to the blog, my mood to make things had improved a little too. As long as my friend was with me and we were watching Anime together :3
Anyway. That is all for now.
The keyblades Chosen one. Xion. by balthazar147
The keyblades Chosen one. Xion.

Number 14. Xion. The keyblades Chosen one.
Xion is the Second pony of the Organisation I have made, I worked on her while I was working on Roxas and will probally move on to Xigbar next. depending what I am in the mood for that is! 

go like my Facebook page for work in progresses and more~

www.facebook.com/Balthazar147
more pictures : 
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The Keyblades chosen one. Roxas. by balthazar147
The Keyblades chosen one. Roxas.

Number XIII. Roxas, The keyblade's chosen one .

This is a little project I had in planning for some weeks now. and finaly got around to start on it. I will upload them all individually, and then all together with a backdrop/vignete/Diorama that will remain a surprise. 

Roxas is based on a Silverspoon model. He and Xion are the only two I will be making on a filly design. You can Expect to see Xion soon!

go like my Facebook page for work in progresses and more~

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More pictures on my tumblr:
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Lyra Heartstrings by balthazar147
Lyra Heartstrings

Lyra in her bridesmaid gown! Sorry girl, No pants for you this time! 

This pony was made upon request by Nachtana for his Contest entry !

Well a Lyra for a Lyra is fair, and I really hope he likes how she turned out, She has been my first custom in a long while and I am still trying to get back in the run of things.

go like my Facebook page for work in progresses and more~

www.facebook.com/Balthazar147

More pictures!
balthazar147.tumblr.com/post/9…

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Hey there friends. been a while again.
Once more I apologize for the lack of updates, I can't really say what the reason is though. Not that I don't want to tell but more that I genially have no clue what it is. I have some ideas what it could be but nothing like Aha! that must be it.
Truth is, I am just so very tired. mentally mainly that is. Group therapy is going good but it is heavy too, this also in a mental way.
I have been there for about 8 weeks and we already found some things that I didn't know about myself. now I do not want to sit here in self pity or anything but, some of the found things were quite upsetting for me.. some things kind of .. confirmed things that I already thought were true about myself. if you want to know what those are you would probally have my contact and skype information to go and ask me. 
Next to that am I just mentally spend when I get home. I still do activities with my friends, for instance I am/have been going to a concert of AleStorm with some mates. but Activities that require me to actually think and be alone, I just can't really bring myself to do so. except for playing games or RP that is , but that is because I can think as characters then.
I also have enough planned to make but just.. Can't bring myself to sit alone in a room and be alone with my thoughts.
It is not that I lost interest into Customizing. on the contruary, I have so many things I want to make. but it is more the lonesome feelings I get, seeing flaws in my work or other people doing it way beter then I do. I know I should not think that about my own work but lately I can't really shake the feeling away like I should. I like the things I make, but now and then I just get the feeling that I am at a standstill. I want to try and get more experimental with new methods and materials but lack the funds to get said materials. I currently have close to no income and no commissions to get things either. so that is discouraging too.
But enough about bad things, good things have also happend.
as you may know I have left college due to my depression, And with that ended my - as we call it- Study financing. and would have to pay the sum of around 8000 euros back to the state. but Luckily for me, I got a pardon. I do not have to repay my loan. 
We also ( my parents and brother ) opened a Bar. so a lot of stress and work came from that too. I hope things will soon return to normal and that my productivity returns as well. 
Friends whom I talk with recently and frequently, thank you for listening and putting up with me. And if you have questions or advice feel free to skype or note me. As for other followers, Feel free to note me if needed. and thank you for all your patience and support.

~balthy

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Max Pigmans
Artist | Student | Other
Netherlands
Just a guy that loves to make things, I love to edit things, make my own figures based on already existing toys. but sometimes sculpt from scratch as well.

I use Polymorph plastic as my main sculpting material . And just cheep clay for bases and guidelines. I paint using Citadel paints

I am ( almost) Always open for commissions
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scootaloocuteness Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Pineapple?
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balthazar147 Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2014  Student Artist
huh?
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scootaloocuteness Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Do you want some?
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riley709 Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
dude  i'am sick 
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balthazar147 Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2014  Student Artist
sorry to hear that 
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twiliylove Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2014  Student Digital Artist
IF A PERSON CALLED SIMON ASHTON CONTACTS YOU THROUGH EMAIL DON'T OPEN THE MESSAGE. DELETE IT BECAUSE HE IS A HACKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TELL EVERYONE ON YOUR LIST BECAUSE IF SOMEBODY ON YOUR LIST ADDS HIM THEN YOU WILL GET HIM ON YOUR LIST. HE WILL FIGURE OUT YOUR ID COMPUTERADDRESS, SO COPY AND PASTE THIS MESSAGE TO EVERYONE EVEN IF YOU DON'T CARE FOR THEM AND FAST BECAUSE IF HE HACKS THEIR EMAIL HE HACKS YOUR MAIL TOO!!!!!...

Anyone using Internet mail such as Yahoo, Hotmail, AOL and so on. This information arrived this morning, Direct from both Microsoft and Norton. Please send it to everybody you know who has access to the Internet. You may receive an apparently harmless e-mail titled 'Mail Server Report'!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If you open either file, a message will appear on your screen saying: 'It is too late now, your life is no longer beautiful.'!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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This is a new virus which started to circulate on Saturday afternoon. AOL has already confirmed the severity, and the anti virus software's are not capable of destroying it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


The virus has been created by a hacker who calls himself 'life owner'..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO, WARN YOUR PARENTS, ANYONE!! BE SAFE AND BE CAREFULL!!

PLEASE SEND A COPY OF THIS TO ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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gummibearzrule Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I like the sculpts o:
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balthazar147 Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2014  Student Artist
Thank you so much :D
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gummibearzrule Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
^^
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Nachtana Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
A little bit late but happy birthday to you.
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